Today the United States celebrates Thanksgiving day. We have met so many lovely people while living here in Uruguay, and many great families from the United States.
"Home to Thanksgiving" |
Our eldest son is in Grade 1 at the Uruguayan American School, and he has been learning about the origins of Thanksgiving over the past weeks, and today the school will share Thanksgiving dinner together. Friends on facebook have also been posting items relating to their appreciation of the wonderful things in their lives as they prepare to celebrate their holiday.
I consider myself an optimist, but I am inclined to be a worrier and procrastinator, so I am really appreciating all this emphasis on giving thanks. I know being thankful is a huge part of living a content and fulfilled life, but I don’t always manage to do it, inspite of knowing how important it is – strange, I know!
This past week, news came through from New Zealand that 29 men were underground in the Pike River mine when an explosion occurred. Two other men, closer to the surface, managed to escape relatively unscathed. Over the next 5 days continued monitoring of the mine was performed to assess the safety of the situation, to determine whether it was possible to rescue the men, without it being established whether any of these brave souls had been able to survive the initial blast.
We heard about the men, saw photos of them, heard about their families, their parents, their partners and children, and friends. We came to know of their lives, and the people who cared about them. We eagerly awaited news of their rescue. Then news came through yesterday that there had been a second explosion.
Each morning, when I come downstairs, one of the first things I do is turn my computer on. Living so far away from our home, friends and family in New Zealand – even when there are no major catastrophes occurring – the internet is our lifeline to keep in touch. So when this incident occurred, the first thing I would do is check for news of the rescue, with morning in Uruguay being late evening in New Zealand. So for the past 5 days I had been eagerly anticipating seeing the faces of at least some of the men in the aftermath of their escape.
Yesterday morning I was shattered to see the news of the second explosion, and the understandable belief of the authorities that it would not have been possible for anyone to survive it.
My Dad, in his younger days |
I felt devastated. So many lives have been impacted on by this tragedy. Mothers, fathers, wives, partners, sons, daughters and unborn children. Tremendously sad, heart-wrenchingly so.
Nearly two years ago my father passed away, not long before Christmas. His condition had been deteriorating over a period of time, and thus the period of grieving for our family did not start with his death - it had started months before. Although it was a relief in some ways to see that his suffering had ended, it was also an intensification of the grief, which I was unprepared for, in a way.
I had to go to the supermarket the day after he passed away, and I felt like I was in a daze as the world went on around me, people continuing to perform the mundane acts of living, while inside my heart was broken.
I am tremendously appreciative of the fact that his passing brought the things that really matter in life into extremely sharp focus. People are all that matter; we have no life if we cannot share it with people we care about, and who care about us. And life is short – we just don’t know how long we will be here for. Of course I knew these things before Dad passed away, but I’m not sure that it impacted on my life the way it should have. I wasn’t living my life in the true knowledge that we only get one life, and we must live it to the full.
The deaths of these 29 men, at a time when I was already well aware of the approaching anniversary of the death of my own father, has reasserted in me the need to be so, so thankful for all the great people in my life.
I feel for these families, these friends and colleagues, and hope that they will find some comfort in knowing the support of their nation at such a very difficult time. There is nothing to say to take away their grief, nothing can relieve the pain they are feeling, the emptiness and overwhelming sadness. All we can do is offer our love, prayers and support.
This Thanksgiving day I have so many things to be thankful for, I cannot even begin to list them all here. But a wonderful life, family, and great friends are right at the top. Having the opportunity to experience life in a different country, surrounded by a variety of new and different experiences, sights and wonderful people has been a huge, amazing journey for us. And soon we will return to one of the most beautiful countries in the world. Yes, I have so very much to be grateful for today.
Whoever you are, wherever you are from, I would ask that you take a minute to be thankful for the things in your lives that matter most to you...
Kia kaha to the families and friends of the 29 miners - our thoughts are with you. Your loved ones will be forever in your hearts, but may they also be returned home to you soon and laid to rest.
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